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Should I break my probation and have a beer tonight at some old bar down the road?
It's hard to keep my soul on the ground.
Thinks one beer cause grandmas having a funeral tomrrow. And I am sick of sh.t.
I agree with dogs answer a bit. But I'm hocus pocus. And just going to focus on nothing, and feel a void. 
No drinking folks, no cheap chubby lady for me to bang, no getting kicked out. No hangover in the morning. I'll just be a man about it.
Answers:
1. Yes, go ahead. If you're upset over your grandma's funeral, and you really feel this is the way to express your grief, then have the brews.
2. No, don't do it. If you're upset over your grandma's funeral, and you really feel a need to destress, then think of something you can do that would honor the love you have for her and she had for you.
Both answers have BIG consequences. Number one, going and drinking will most likely end-up having you serving time again, rather than probation. But, that is YOUR choice. Granted a really bad decision that will have a lifetime of negative consequences, but it IS your choice.
On the other hand, digging deep and finding something that will bring honor to your grandmother's memory and the life she led, the love she had for you will be a very good choice. It will strengthen your resolve to bring your life honor, dignity, and respect for your life.. which your grandma would certainly be joyful and proud of you for working hard to be the best you can be.
And, you can make it. You can.
If you find that you are so weak, that breaking down and giving in to the need to go to the bar down the road, then force yourself to drive in a different direction. Call a pastor, or a sober living friend, or go to an event that doesn't serve alcohol or give you an opportunity for abuse of stimulants or downers.
It is your life. You have the greatest say in how you live it, how you want to honor those around you, and most important..
If you can beat this situation.. it will be a cornerstone of living a life with dignity.. which must have been a life you've never given much credibility to since you are on probabtion already.
Do what would give you the most respect and honor of your grandmother.. and to yourself.
For me.. when I get that stressed.. and I have had some serious trials and traumas.. I take to my knees and ask God to help me to be strong. And, I listen to music and sometimes, I call a friend and just talk..
God is there.. and even if your personal friends are jerks and don't listen to you.. go to an AA Meeting somewhere.. there, you will find love and people who will understand the urge..
Peace to your soul.. I will pray for you.. and I know your grandma's love was so special. I am a grandma too.. I want most for my grandchildren to be strong, healthy, and most of all.. happy.
Take care of YOU.. and she will be proud.
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